Primrose

I can't come in today
I think I've caught a bug
I know I need the pay
Right now I don't give a fuck

Because today I'm just so tired of myself
(I just want to dwell)
I'm thinking slowly
I can feel my only way out

Is through my restraints now
I wish I had another way
(I wish I had another way)
I've been drinking
And maybe it's not such a good thing

I'm not good
God, just give me some release
God, just give me something please
'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees

I'm not good
I'm naked, misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go

I broke from my God
I covered myself in dirt
I can't get stuff done
I'm feeling the dread

I'm smoking too much
I'm staying in bed
I've let those demons back in my head
I need to find a balance
Before I lose myself again

God, just give me some release
God, just give me something please
'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked, misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go

Won't you just leave me alone?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?

Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
Why do I keep falling back on myself?
I'm not alright

I'm not good
God, just give me some release
God, just give me something please
'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees
I'm not good
I'm naked, misunderstood
I know
And I can't, I can't let it go