Who I Want To Be

I should probably go to sleep but I'm counting up regrets
And all the times you should've left
Honestly, I can't believe you stayed with me when you did
You deserve the best and

I know I've been careless with your love
And your time, and your patience, but your grace is
The one thing that kept me from giving up
Every time, baby, you're the reason why

I'm battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
The moments I was weakest, and how I'll [?]
I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time
But I'm on my way
Tryna close the space between who I
Am today
And who I, who I want to be

Started leaning on my faith instead of leaning on the bottle
Drowning in the sorrow
Started owning my mistakes instead of living in denial
Always waiting for tomorrow

I know I've been careless with your love
You can trust, I'm changing it for us

I'm battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
The moments I was weakest, and how I'll [?]
I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time
But I'm on my way
Tryna close the space between who I
Am today
And who I, who I want to be

I'm battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
The moments I was weakest, and how I'll [?]
I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time
But I'm on my way
Tryna close the space between who I
Am today
And who I, who I want to be