I'm Afraid Of Me

Exaggerate, on a coffee date when I
Say "I want to cause you pain"
Run away, from confrontation and
I'll hate you from a distance, a-ah

Daydreaming, I wanna be a supervillain
But it's all in my head cause it's not who I am

Always the pushover
Who's always going under!
Any lower and damn
I'd be a goner!
Gonna flip the routine
Trade in my kindness for kerosene

I won't need to be liked
I won't need to be loved
I just need to be someone that I'm afraid of

A-wake, the dormant part of my brain
It's been there waiting for the right conversation

Daydreaming, I wanna be a supervillain
Intimidating, make everybody stop and listen
Bad intentions, party tricks made out of vengeance
But it's all in my head cause it's not who I am

Always the pushover
Who's always going under!
Any lower and damn
I'd be a goner!

Gonna flip the routine
Trade in my kindness for kerosene
I won't need to be liked
I won't need to be loved
I just need to be someone that I'm afraid of

It's survival of the fittest
Be a bitch or become finger food for the narcissists
Too bad I'm an altruist, I never had a chance
Always fall for the bait and switch

Always the pushover
Who's always going under
Any lower and damn
I'd be a goner

Gonna flip the routine
Trade in my kindness for kerosene
I won't need to be liked
I won't need to be loved
I just need to be someone that I'm afraid of, o-oh

Someone that I'm afraid of, o-oh
Someone that I'm afraid of