Idiot

I’ve gotta clean the house today the outside world just don’t seem safe I might let myself waste away
To feel like I have something in control
I wanna hurt myself today
It’s been a while and I miss the pain I give out and get no gains

I’ve only got myself to blame
But I won’t be seeking your help again 'cause you’ve got priorities
You’ve got priorities (priorities)

I'm sorry I missed you you know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot
I'm sorry I missed you
(I just wanna stay home)
You know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault)
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot

Could I serve myself today stay in bed and masturbate feel like I deserve the break what a dream I’ll never live that way

Wanna stop this rut today I’ve listed all the things I’ll change I expect too much
But give away my energy

I’ve only got myself to blame
But I won’t be seeking your help again 'cause you’ve got priorities you’ve got priorities (priorities)

I'm sorry I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot
I'm sorry I missed you
(I just wanna stay home)
You know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault)
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot
Wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot
I'm sorry I missed you
(I just wanna stay home) you know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault) wanna stay in do bad things I regret
I'm an idiot