Whiplash

Disclaimer, I don't want nothing serious
Until I do like when it's new years want someone to kiss
But January two is just a weekday and I'm over it
Yeah, I'm over it
I'm impatient, I want to skip to the heart of it
February cards and chocolate, all the obvious
And I don't have to question whether I even want to be a part of this

I try, but I just don't know what I'm looking for
Still, I swipe right then back out, shut it down, turn around
And it feels like whiplash, forth and back
Don't you get attached 'cause I self-sabotage, sorry my bad

It's like I always crush until I crash
Convinced I'm better off like that
Break my own heart then put it back
Sorry for the whiplash
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Sorry for the whiplash

Don't mean to overshare
Sounds like excuses
But I swear it's not you, it's me
'Cause when I care then people leave
And that's just scary
Is it necessary?

I try, but I just don't know what I'm looking for
Still, I swipe right then back out, shut it down, turn around
And it feels like whiplash, forth and back
Don't you get attached 'cause I self-sabotage, sorry my bad
(Sorry my bad)

It's like I always crush until I crash
Convinced I'm better off like that
Break my own heart then put it back
Sorry for the whiplash
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Sorry for the whiplash

Whiplash, forth and back
Don't you get attached 'cause I self-sabotage, sorry my bad
'Cause I back out, shut it down, when it feels like that
Whiplash, forth and back
Don't you get attached 'cause I self-sabotage, sorry my bad
'Cause I back out, shut it down, when it feels like that