Hopeless Suicide

I tried to ease the pain I own
Away to send my grey
And I tried to hide my tears from you
To not see me falling again (....white light)
But the question is here (....I'm falling for you)
To remain unanswered all
Hope in this life I had hoped
Till your chainless soul found me

All the questions are here
To remain unanswered all

All the pain I own
These promises we forever hold
Again one by one
We are vanishing from the wrath of God

This fear of will
Leaves a silence of thousand winds
With the ways I have dreamed
I don't believe on them anymore
Thy God trapped me here
To never find the answers I long for

All my life will end here
I cannot stand it anymore
Without your own will
I have to find my open tomb

All my life needs to end here
I cannot stand a minute longer
Without your own will
Without permission
I leave this world.

Hear my pray
To feel.....hear me
I tried to stay
I always try