Make Me Dead

I wanna run away
I wanna leave my mind
I wanna drink up all these bottles, do it all today

I wanna make me dead
Want them to feel my mind
They know that any day now I'll be dead inside

I wanna make them scared
Want them to fucking care
I know that I will loose my mind now any day I swear
You tell me you sorry
It ain't done shit to me
Tell me why you ain't afraid of loose someone like me

Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important
When I tell you all these things
Don't you see them I'm calling for help?
I don't really wonder why you don't care
But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead

Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important
When I tell you all these things
Don't you see them I'm calling for help?
I don't really wonder why you don't care
But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead

Trust in me I see all the looks you give me
Know you acting nice but I feel the hate within me
I can't tell if I'm just being insecure or if it's real
But it makes me suicidal I don't really want to feel

Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important
When I tell you all these things
Don't you see them I'm calling for help?
I don't really wonder why you don't care
But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead

Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important
When I tell you all these things
Don't you see them I'm calling for help?
I don't really wonder why you don't care
But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead