Dream

Sitting in this chair like where my life go?
I feel drained like the love been lipoed
Ain't opened up since I knew that they closed the coffin
They say depression hits hard when a life goes
And when the light goes
With tears you might drown
Said if you can't stand the truth then lie down
I've been dealing with demons on my own
Swimming in a pool of brandy but only pain would afloat
Didn't fit in so everyone would frown when I come
Only earnt 200 pounds every month
I looked like a clown with a dream
Tryna be a millionaire and buy two houses for mum
Losing weight without a diet plan
Used to be fat tony now they're asking where the iron man

Huh!
I look into the mirror and I cry for help
A compass in my left hand but I can't find myself
I have a dream
But is it all in reach?
‘Cause all that I see, is so much deceit I just want them to
Believe
I have a dream
But we aren’t the same
I close my eyes I put my hands together
I’m just praying for change
I’m praying for change
For change, for change