Probably Nothing

It's not a relationship
It's an arrangement
It's not what you said
It's how you said it
Shame on me
Shame on me for opening up with my eyes shut

Here I go again another lesson
My means to an end is now exhausted
Shame on you
It's my fault too
For never addressing this question

And I know
This is not what I wanna hear
Yeah, I know
That we want what we fear

But I'm saying it now
Saying it now
What I never said before
It'd bring my knees to the floor
But I'm saying it now
I'm saying it now
What you never hear out of my mouth
I'm saying it

I find myself reading horoscopes
Looking for some kind of hope
So I don't wanna hear why you can't stay here
And I'll never regret making this statement

'Cause I know
This is not what you wanna hear
Yeah, I know
That we want what we fear to say

But I'm saying it now
Saying it now
What I never said before
It'd bring my knees to the floor
But I'm saying it now
I'm saying it now
What you never hear out of my mouth
I'm saying it now

The real thing
We are the real thing
We got the real thing
And it might be nothing
It's probably nothing
Might mean nothing to you
But it means everything
Everything
Everything to me
Oh, everything
The real thing
It's everything
And it might mean nothing
It's probably nothing
Might mean nothing to you
But I'm saying it now