My Agony

Ever since I tried to be normal
I feel a useless pain
I don’t fit, I don’t belong here
My spirit wanders among the patterns

It doesn’t work believing in nothing else
While everybody is sleeping
I see my life being wasted for nothing
For everything that’s bad and false

Today I want to fly away ‘cause I'm tired and suicidal
Tonight I’d like more affection ‘cause I'm broken with a silent soul
A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here
A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here

The vice of being oppressor
Changes my sleep with agony
Wants to break my illusion of awakening
Actually the truth is a deception

If you look at social media
Our life is a perfect life
But I recognize that’s all false
And I think this is a boring truth

Today I want to fly away ‘cause I'm tired and suicidal
Tonight I’d like more affection ‘cause I'm broken with a silent soul
A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here
A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here

My agony
My agony
My agony