Over My Head

It's over my head
I hate myself for caring this much
I've become an addict looking for a hit of your love
I'm a long way from sober and I don't wanna get over you
Like a bird needs a gun
I've never been so dependent, who am I turning into

I need a fix, my heart is outta control
And you pull it like a habit baby
I try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go
But the drugs too deep and it's in my bones

I was the one who could take it, leave it
Liked it better when I didn't need it
Drowning slow cause I crave disaster
Overdosing, I'm sinking faster
I'm in over my head, over my head, over my head
I don't understand it but I know
It's over my head, so over my head

Sing me if it's hell or tell me this is paradise
Wherever we are just hold me like I'm yours tonight
It's a long way from over and I'm forever hooked on you
Like thunder needs the rain
Shatter my defenses, who am I turning into
And I'm ashamed to say it but

I need a fix, my heart is outta control
And you pull it like a habit baby
I try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go
But the drugs too deep and it's in my bones

I was the one who could take it, leave it
Liked it better when I didn't need it
Drowning slow cause I crave disaster
Overdosing, I'm sinking faster
I'm in over my head, over my head, over my head
I don't understand it but I know
It's over my head, so over my head

Say that you crave me, will you fixate me
If I come unhinged, let you under my skin
Love me or kill me, your poison can heal me
The needle's in my veins, watch me fly, fly, fly