Counting The Days

I'm just waiting for things to get better
But is been so long
I can't remember what it feels like
To feel alive

Blood drops on the bathroom floor
Clean it up and then bleed some more
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day
If i just kept sleeping, it would be ok

But I know wounds will heal
But it'a hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real
Some times I even think that I died that day
And I'm imagine my life while it's stuck on replay

If this is heaven what the hell is hell
What's the difference, I really can't tell
I'm burning in the flames of my own dispear
With my thoughts as gasoline, I cannot be repaired

And I know (you don't have to tell me)
Cause I know (you're better off without me)
But I know it'll be ok, just counting the days
Counting the days
Counting the days

Your words mean nothing to me
Cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me
I don't deserve them
You only say what you have to say
You say it
You say it
You say it just to say it

If this is heaven what the hell is hell
What's the difference I really can't tell
I'm burning in the flames of my own dispear
With my thoughts as gasoline, I cannot be repaired

Your words mean nothing to me
Cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me
I don't deserve them
You only say what you have to say
You say it
You say it
You say it just to say it

And I know (you don't have to tell me)
Cause I know (you're better off without me)
But I know it'll be ok, just counting the days
Counting the days
Counting the days

Your words mean nothing to me
Cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me
I don't deserve them

And I know it'll be ok, just counting the days
Counting the days
Counting the days