Happy Till It Hurts

What you're gonna do about me now?
I'm doin' everything that I used to talk about
Got off the couch of my motherfuckin' momma's house
'Cause my dad kicked me out, screamin' loud

Now you need to get a job
I was lost found a spot in my friend's living room
Smoked a joint and then I did a couple 'shrooms
Call me a fool but I ain't so good with rules

Now I'm that dude, that got up, came back
Broke down, made tracks
Gave up ten times but not enough to go back home again
I don't got many friends

'Cause I broke hearts, scream word, truth hurts, eat dirt
I'm tryna put a couple zeros up on my net worth
But what comes first, is being happy till it hurts

Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Happy till it hurts

Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Happy till it hurts (na, na)

Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy till it, happy till it)
I'm tryna be happy till it hurts (na, na-na, na, na, na-na)
(Happy till it, happy till it)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy till it, happy till it)

I'm goin' through an identity crisis
You might be goin' through one just as like it
I got really good at fakin' and hidin'
But I'm tellin' you there's no way to fight it

God, I wanna be, I wanna be happy
Because there's a sinking depression that's after me
Stop freeze
The demons are laughin' at me (hahaha)

I write things that I believe, I pretend I'm Socrates
Wish my dad believed in me, but at least he didn't leave
Now I wanna hear the people scream: Hercules, Hercules
Hope that brings enough happiness till it's hurtin' me, hurtin' me

Na, na, na (it's hurtin' me)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me)
Happy till it hurts

Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (it's hurtin' me)
Happy till it hurts (na, na)

Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy till it, happy till it)
I'm tryna be happy till it hurts (na, na-na, na, na, na-na)
(Happy till it, happy till it)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (happy till it, happy till it hurts)

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh