Can I Call You Back?

I know my mind is like a motel
I'm checking out when things don't go well
Sounds like I don't care, I promise I care too much
Mm, I lose myself in conversations
I hear the words but I keep spacing
Outside it's raining
That's all I can think about
I can't focus now

I'm a no show, I'm social then super low
I stay in and quit things without a warning
Is it OK if I turn off? I don't feel like talking
Maybe in the morning

Can I call you when it ends?
When I wanna come down
From the castle on my couch where I shut you out
Can I call you when it ends?
When I'm out of feelings
Done with missing out on things and I'm missing you
Can I call you back?

Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me
I always end up feeling so lonely
In a room full of people I call my "friends"
I wanna call my friends, aah

I'm a no show, I'm social then super low
I stay in and quit things without a warning
Is it OK if I turn off? I don't feel like talking
Maybe in the morning

Can I call you when it ends?
When I wanna come down
From the castle on my couch where I shut you out
Can I call you when it ends?
When I'm out of feelings
Done with missing out on things and I'm missing you
Can I call you back?

Is it alright, is it alright if I don't make sense
Even to myself?
Can I call you back again?
When I'm out of feelings
Done with missing out on things and I'm missing you

Can I call you back?
Can I call you, can I call you, can I call you back?
Can I call you, can I call you?
Can I call you, can I call you, can I call you back?
Can I call you, can I call you?