Awakaned

Looking through the veil of my tears
I take down the weight of fears
Not my part in your fairytale
Playing a fake role for your sake

Leave you back my dark dancer
Take your steps, without your partner
Going through the years of my life
I have learned to walk my path

I tried to help and lifted up others all the time
Even they just pushed me down and left me to die
I know it was not intentional, just sometimes
Heard not to be too sensitive, should close my eyes

For you it was trivial to laugh
To look down at my naivity (naivity)
Wittingly wasting all my time
Draining my final energy (parasitizing)

I am grabbed by strangers’ hands
Trying to tear pieces out of me
This choking, I feel it sentences to death
I can not bear feeling used
An angelic melody sounds now, breaking the spell
The good intention seems to be hell

My eyes are wide opened, painful to know my boundaries
Don’t chase your nightmares any more
Here is the end of my victim role, I’ve been awakened