Halloween

I've decided i'm done
Don't care to move on
Not used to losing someone
If i lost fate
Was no choice i made
Except the excuse of no one
Your careful silence can't replace your stupid smiles
Casseroles and handshakes can't restore
Twelve damn years of ours
You stole me

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
And on halloween
The last time you left
If i knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of 'here's your keys'
The last thing i'd say would be 'i love you'
Just in case
I'm only myself when i'm with you baby

I'll be with you someday

Take down my mirror
My pictures of costumes
And you
Put aside posters and books and aged fortunes
And all this reminds me of you
With a pat on the back they say 'honey, it's time to move on'
And sure he can find you a hobby
Now that he's gone
I stole you

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
And on halloween
The last time you left
If i knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of 'here's your keys'
The last thing i'd say would be 'i love you'
Just in case
I'm only myself when i'm with you baby

They don't understand
We were like this since the first time we met
We were born holding hands
Give me flowers and cards
I'll smile all they want
If they give me what i want
Give me what i want

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
And on halloween
The last time you left
If i knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of 'here's your keys'
The last thing i'd say would be 'i love you'
Just in case
I'm only myself when i'm with you baby