Alumina

As the flowing waves of time continue without end
There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit
Step by step, I'll carve these memories into the world
And I won't ever stop believing
There was once a dream I had that no one seemed to share
So I threw away trivial things and left them there
These feeling I've kept in my heart, will never be revealed to you

I'm still stuck between reality and the ideal world beyond
And my feet are bound by shackles, a sacrificial bond
All this impulse swelling up now can never be suppressed
My heart's longing is too strong to give in, so I'll never rest
Pretense, fear, vanity and silly thing like grief
Will never affect me, I'm not that weak!
I won't be held captive by the loneliness you fear
See, above all, I'm just a trickster

Gazing at the building up shooting up into the night
Taking in the stillness of the vast and starry sky
Will I be lost just like the rest?, I wonder, somewhere deep inside
The entire town overflows with people filled with lust!
I won't let them get to me, and I'm the only one I'll trust
This road winding, twisting, turning, will lead me to the end
So, I'll reach my hands out wide to accept, whatever comes next

Slowly, I close my eyes, and in the sea of unconsciousness arise
I can see, everything, and I know when I'll finally claim the future I've made

Being bless with your own life, just to waste it all away
And dying somewhere all alone, are really one in the same
So I must move forward, taking the truw me in my grasp
I'll obtain myself, shining like gem, that no one else has!
Facing the simplicity and piercing straight on through
Will transform the lie into something new
I want to believe in something, so I continue
It's just my faith, the absolute truth

As the flowing waves of time continue without end
There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit
Step by step, I'll carve these memories into the world
And I won't ever stop believing