Iodine

I say I wanna be healthy
But I turn up the noise
And the iv drips a steady stream of poison
I think I'm just in love with the feeling
Break my bones so I can feel them healing

Crazy is, I believe, the medical term
When we wanna recover
But we don't wanna learn
Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times
And give me some more of that iodine

I can't make reality connect
I push till I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?
I'll run in circles till I crash
One day these steps will be my last
So if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?

I say I wanna be happy
But I quickly forget
Will I sabotage all the good I've got left?
Depression's like a big fur coat
It's made of dead things
But it keeps me warm

Crazy is, I believe, the medical term
When we wanna recover
But we don't wanna learn
Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times
And give me some more of that iodine

I can't make reality connect
I push till I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?
I'll run in circles till I crash
One day these steps will be my last
So if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?

I don't like pain, but I bring it to life
I don't like scars, but I'm good with a knife
I don't like tears, but I'm starting to cry
And then I realize I'm destroying my life
I do this to myself, I do this to myself
Stop blaming someone else
We do this to ourselves

I can't make reality connect
I push till I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?
I'll run in circles till I crash
One day these steps will be my last
So if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?

So if we want to wake up
Why we still singing these lullabies?