Dazed And Confused

Once upon a time
Learned that I could rhyme
It’s my time to fly
Shooting towards the sky

All I got is music so I will go and use it
to calm my anger, but it will always linger

So don’t get close, like a ghost, I will haunt you most, be your twisted new host

I’ve never been a burden but now I feel certain
can’t catch me lurking, I’ve been learning
Everyone deserting me

I am the one you see, you’ll be watching oh on repeat
One day I will take the throne I seek
best not to speak, bitch I’m always on fleek

Everyone around oh they all seem the same
As I try to catch my breath they claim that I am insane

I’m short on breath from the words I spit
I lost my mind but I still won’t quit
I search for a spark but my flames still lit
I’ll always stand cause I can’t just sit

For everyone that can’t believe that I’m still here I wrote this song for you
You should believe that I won’t leave after all look what I have been through

I guess it’s true, life can be blue
I’ll give a clue of what you could do

Gotta be forgiving everybody you’ve been living with, there’s not a better feeling
Rah ha

As I lay awake, I waste away
I try to be a better person

But I ain’t learning it’s so concerning
Now I am stressing on this lesson
Got no clue but I’m guessing

I’ll assess every mess that I’ve made
Wish I could take it all away

Now I’m stuck here, soaking in tears in front of mirrors
I've got nothing, life’s been sucking, what am I becoming?

Did ya think that I am weak?
I maybe a freak but haven’t even peeked
I’m just getting better so go write me a letter
If you really think that you can out speak

I’m in go mode, God mode, got cheat codes
that make you play like in slow mo

Bitch you’re too easy
Oh so sleezy
you’re cheesy I’m beastly

You better speak highly of me
You can’t critique, got no mystique
Just like asleep, while you keep trying to defeat me

One day you’ll see
That I’m everything that you can’t be

As fast as sonic, iconic, ironic, truly psychotic

Come on little slowpokes I am getting bored
Put my pedal to the metal this is getting floored

So open your ears and repair those lungs
You can try to keep up, best prepare your tongues

For everyone that can’t believe that I’m still here I wrote this song for you
You should believe that I won’t leave after all look what I have been through

I guess it’s true, life can be blue
I’ll give a clue of what you could do

Gotta be forgiving everybody you’ve been living with, there’s not a better feeling
Rah ha

As I lay awake, I waste away
I try to be a better person

But I ain’t learning it’s so concerning
Now I am stressing on this lesson
Got no clue but I’m guessing

I’ll assess every mess that I’ve made
Wish I could take it all away

Now I’m stuck here, soaking in tears in front of mirrors
I've got nothing, life’s been sucking, what am I becoming?