Back To You

I should've known
I was better off staying inside, staying on my own
But everybody's gonna ask why if I sit at home
So I convinced myself that this is better than being alone

So here I am again spending six dollars on some watered down liquor
Anything to make it easier

So I don't torture myself with the replays of a
Missed shot, shot down, two-ton heartache
I don't really know how to bring myself
Back to how I felt with you
And all of my friends say: Pull yourself together
Act tough, man up, find yourself a woman
But what's another one night stand gonna do
If it's not how I felt with you?

Losing sleep
I wonder if she's laying awake or am I in her dreams?
I left the right side open, hopin' you would come back to me
But it seems, I'm everything that you don't wanna need
So I'll let it be

I'd rather go out, and black out, and waste this money

So I don't torture myself with the replays of a
Missed shot, shot down, two-ton heartache
I don't really know how to bring myself
Back to how I felt with you
And all of my friends say: Pull yourself together
Act tough, man up, find yourself a woman
But what's another one night stand gonna do
If it's not how I felt with you?

When I could hold you in my arms and
Feel the world right there in the form of a
Blond haired girl, can't describe it in a moment
So here's to another night of being alone and

Torturing myself running replays of a
Missed shot, shot down, two-ton heartache
I don't really know how to bring myself
Back to how I felt with you
And all of my friends say: Pull yourself together
Act tough, man up, focus on your dreams
But what's another broken hearted song gonna do
If it's not how I felt with you?