Letter To My Ex

I feel so fucking sad
I feel so fucking free
I feel so good now
That you’re not the one who’s fucking me

I feel so out of sorts
I feel so put together
I feel like starting a war
Think you should run for cover

Go on and make your mistakes
I won’t be one of them
You can’t lick my stitches, bitch
You know you put them there

And all these cuts are still oozing
Only been six weeks
With all the times I shut my mouth
Will you shut yours for me?

I wanna punch you
Hug you
Cry till it hurts
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)

I wanna hit you
Quit you
Sleep in your shirt
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)

I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt knife a thousand times
Maybe then you’ll know what it feels like

I feel so fucking rad
I look so God damn sexy
I wish you’d want me back
'Cause that would be so vindicating

And I hate the way you’re fine
I hate the way you’re Gucci
You’re taking pictures with new bitches
Like you never knew me

Go on and make your mistakes
I won’t be one of them
You can’t lick my stitches, bitch
You know you put them there

And these cuts are still oozing
It’s only been six weeks
All the time I shut my mouth
Will you shut yours for me?

I wanna punch you
Hug you
Cry till it hurts
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)

I wanna hit you
Quit you
Sleep in your shirt
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)

I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt
Knife thousand times
Maybe then you’ll know what it feels like

I miss you
I miss you
I hate how much I miss you

I wanna punch you
Hug you
Cry till it hurts
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)

I wanna hit you
Quit you
Sleep in your shirt
(Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt
Knife thousand times
Maybe then you’ll know what it feels like

I miss you
I miss you
I hate how much I miss you