Doubt (feat. Julia Sheer)

I got a question answer me this, do I have what it takes
Awaken the strength to infiltrate what's shielding the gates
What if this is my fate, my soul I won't negotiate
Kept alive only as a pawn for their checkmate
Feel like this road must have plans for me
Which has risen my self esteem
What I over came these chain no longer threatening
They told me I ain't, God told me I was
Meant for this clinch with a fist
This ain't over until my fingertips and the skies touch
Thinking of sketching my own blueprint, no ink
More like nitroglycerin
Ain't no super sayain I've ascended
Studied my weaknesses but
I'd like to see you drop a bomb on my spirit
Was off my game temporality
Got energized in the gym by all my haters
Came out with a body looking like a gladiator
Before I can save ya, I got to save myself
Were better off in heaven than a victims depiction of hell

And even when this all goes wrong
I'm standing right where I belong
And through these changes
My song keeps playin?

Almost wish I hadn't picked up the pen but when I did
Death accorded into the flames the old me went
Done a little soul searching to find my way clear above the clouds
As a child of God
This ain't so difficult now, while still I doubt
And let this insecurity, corrupt to keep my head down
It was doubt that bottled the storm
Had me nervous whenever I got to perform
Doubted myself as an artist my notebook pages were torn
But then you showed me
Off in my own little world an artist growing
Slowly transforming into someone they can truly look up to
Scrapped by the rocks fallen deep into solitude
But I knew for me to get closer to God
These ceilings had to be removed to reveal this facade
Take a pic of my fame, have it frozen and framed
It's not what makes me, still
I'm going to ride second class on this airplane

Take a pic of my fame
Have it frozen and framed
Cause I'm eppic
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