Think it was July
When I finally said
I was over it
And left your apartment
Think it was midnight
When you called again
And I said go to bed
But I still felt it
If I said all I wanted to say
If I didn't let my pride get inside of my mind, there'd be closure
Maybe if I didn't walk away
Maybe if I gave into the 2 ams you begged to come over
Maybe you would still be here
Fingers in my hair, kissing under the covers
I hate that now I see so clear
And you're not here
So I'll always wonder
If I didn't walk away
If I didn't walk away
I'll always wonder
If I didn't walk away
If I didn't walk away
I'll always wonder
I wouldn't be here
Second-guessing everything
Or asking you for anything
All I'm asking is what if
What if
If I said all I wanted to say
If I didn't let my pride get inside of my mind, there'd be closure
Maybe if I didn't walk away
Maybe if I gave into the 2 ams you begged to come over
Maybe you would still be here
Fingers in my hair, kissing under the covers
I hate that now I see so clear
And you're not here
So I'll always wonder
If I didn't walk away
If I didn't walk away
I'll always wonder
If I didn’t walk away
If I didn’t walk away
I'll always wonder
What if I let go of that dumb fight
All the wrongs you tried to make right
What if I met you out that summer night
Listen to my heart instead of my mind
I'll always wonder
I'll always wonder
If I said all I wanted to say
If I didn't let my pride get inside of my mind, there'd be closure
Maybe if I didn't walk away
I'll always wonder