EVEN THOUGH I'M DEPRESSED

Stay patient
All I have to do is stay patient (patient)
Life's changing
So I might have to make some rearrangements
I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then I'm lifeless
And I don't like it
But honestly, the irony is priceless 'cause

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed
I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I fucking love it even though I'm depressed
(I fucking love it even though I'm depressed)

Only call it a living 'cause I'm still alive
Only open up the doors if they're suicide, yeah
I'm anxious to my core but I'm doing fine
Try to keep my distance from the law
Keep my peace of mind, yeah
You can't change in a day
So I spend every second taking care of my brain
I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains
And if you wanna get to steppin', you'll get punched in the face
But it's alright

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (oh, oh, oh)
I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I fucking love it even though I'm depressed

Well, even though I'm depressed, I'm not sorry
I don't wanna leave this bed at all
I've got a brick on my chest
Hell is gripping my legs
And there's a demon, he's ten foot tall
But honestly, he doesn't seem like much of a threat

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed
I'm caught on the fence (the fence)
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)
My life is a mess (a mess)
I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (yeah, oh)