Saint Matthew Returns To The Womb

On the porch two words changed life for me.
And I'm not the same.
He said son soon your life will change.
And I believed in him.
And your soul will be free from the pain.
In time you will know that it's true.
The hand of God will pick me up.
Just pledge your loyalty.
So I fall to you.
False eyes, forked words, I'm ten.
Now that I see you're just a man.
Recruiting your followers.
And this world is not one by your hands.
Questions and contradictions.
Feels like I'm following the rabbit 'round the track again.
Around, around.
And you're so sure.
Two words.
The changes I've endured.
I know that it is all shit.